
You long, some days, for gentility, propriety, older times when distance and conventions governed behavior. Within those laws and boundaries, you found freedom and expression, even when there were restriction and oppression.
There is a sense of how things once were, nostalgia, and yearning for times long past when this card appears. This Victorian Kitsune is here to remind you of your own past lives – for she journeys through the realms of the human ones, finding the people who have forgotten their wisdom, and she reminds them of who they once were, so they can remember, and bring to this life the wisdom of who they once were. She will make sense of the manner and the preferences you have, the desire for manners that were more genteel and refined, for roles that were more certain and sure, and for codes that, although restrictive and binding, gave us a surety and a sense of place.
The past is not the present, and you’re not being reminded of your past in order to negate or escape where you are in this time, in this lifetime. But who we are is all we have been – and in memory there lies many a mystery which can enrich our lives. So, know now that you are being visited by the Victorian Fox to remember a little more of who you once were, in order to become more surely who you are destined to be. This would be a wonderful time to incorporate a little olde world magic into your life – take a step back, slow down, and revisit, savoring every moment.
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Each of us has worlds within us, ideas that swirl and dance, thoughts of depths and beauty, feelings about events in our lives, and in the world, which often are never born into the world that lies beyond the border of the self. There are feelings deemed too strong, too sad, difficult for others to hear. We do not want to be rejected or thought ill of, so we keep so much within. It is within our private moments that we can explore these ideas, let them be free, and see what can come of them.
This card is your sign to give some of the beautiful wealth of ideas and thoughts, all the words and feelings unspoken, their freedom at last. For with you now is a safe place, akin to this place where a Kitsune, in the form of a girl, allows her own creative and deep thoughts their release. And as they tumble about in their newfound freedom, she will find that they have purpose and value, meaning and life beyond that of her mind. Likewise, you too, Seeker, will now find a safe place to release, expand, share, and wonder out loud. You will permit yourself to open up and feel out loud. And although there will be sadness, and there will be feelings that so many others avoid, it is time for you to allow these feelings their moment to grow outside of yourself. All that you have held within is no longer taboo, no longer forbidden. It is part of the rich path of our humanity. And you are encouraged now to find a safe space, a safe friend, a nourishing place and environment, to speak the many wonders that lie within you into the world, and in so doing, enrich it beyond measure.
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Sometimes, when we feel we are being what is called by humans “true to ourselves”, we are in fact not being true to ourselves as all. At times, we develop habits of self, and who we are to become an old story we tell ourselves and others, over and over again, until it seems natural and inevitable. This, after all, is who we are, we believe. But the truth is now here for you, and some of who you have been told you are is about to get a shake-up, and you will find yourself walking through the gateways into a new version of who you are, and leaving behind who you once thought you were. This will be a raw time, a time when we feel vulnerable and exquisitely sensitive, yet it is good work that we do when we no longer follow a pattern, but seek instead to become who we are next meant to be. But in order for this to take place, something must be left behind before you walk through this gateway.
Choose what feels less true than it ever has before, and choose what still feels like a pattern you have attachments to. For once you walk through the gateway adorned with all the attachments and entwinings that ivy can bring, we will cease to make our former self and others and responsibilities our major commitment. Instead, your own undoing and re-becoming will surface and demand its place in this next stage of your life. This is a gate of freedom you walk under. First, though, put down the burden of attachment to who you believe you are – or, more truthfully, who you believe you ought to be. Rebirth yourself, dear friend, and allow the gateway of the realm of the Kitsune to work its magic upon your endless reimagining of who you are.
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OMG! How wonderful. There was one part in there, I could hear as music. Drums beating the rhythm,, magickal peers chanting, joy beyond measure.
Blessid Be.
How nice that you got a little download of your own. Such a cool blessing!