I journal each morning, checking in with Creator, asking questions and receiving answers I need. I am guided to post today’s entry in hope that it might shed some light on any questions you may have. May your day be blessed with love, light and peace in your heart.
(I have to laugh. In search of a picture to use, I looked for ‘wisdom’. Most of the pictures were of someone looking at a book, but this picture was the only one that felt like someone seeking divine guidance.)
This is my journal entry:
‘The Kingdom of Heaven is within’, is what I internally heard just a while ago. If everything we need is within our heart – wisdom, peace, love, creation abilities, all that we really need, including our connection to our Creator, why are humans so externally focused? Why have we been told to focus on the external life we live and not the internal, which is so much more important? Is it to keep us from growing spiritually – to really explore who we are and the personal power we all possess? Is part of it because so many people make a lot of money on keeping us externally focused, keeping us locked into the physical?
So many questions, so few answers. I know, the answers lie within my heart, so into my heart I go, seeking understanding and from that, wisdom. I quiet myself and go within, and standing in my heart center, I see the 1000 petaled lotus flower begin to unfold. I see the gold-pink flame rise up from the center of the lotus, carrying the Christ Light. I step into the flame. I am not burned but cleansed of any darkness, all lower vibrational energies. I am renewed and ready to listen to the knowledge that will come as I keep internally focused.
“Oh, Divine One, what do I need to do this day, what can I do to help people remember who they truly are, divine beings created in Love?” The words of Christ come to mind, “Whatsoever I do, ye can also do.” Am I to share the Word, to share your wisdom, Divine Creator? Who will hear and take heed of what I say? “Your sincerity, your integrity, your unconditional love will provide the words that they can hear and understand. If you only reach one person and that one person shares what they now understand with another and that person shares their new knowledge, and so on, you have served your mission. Share the Word.”
I am not perfect, so as I stand between doubt and courage, I feel unworthy. And although I know that all the inner work I’ve done has brought me to this moment, my humanness is so apparent. I am humbled by all that I do not yet know. However, I know that I would not have been shown my mission if I were truly unworthy.
More understanding comes into my heart; seeking the divine, in whatever manner suits us, has come under ridicule, shame and rejection in more recent times. There is no shame in seeking wisdom from a greater source that does exist. We have to learn to trust what we feel, what we hear and what we know in our hearts to be true. And sometimes, although this word is much misunderstood, ‘surrender’, is needed to experience the Divine in one’s life. This does not mean ‘giving up’ of our personal free-will. It is partnering with Source energy to bring forth the life we want.
And again, I hear the words of Creator within my heart, “Share your story. Write the words, speak the words that will enable others to also seek the truth within. The heart center is the place of all understanding and wisdom. Peace, faith and unconditional love are uncovered there. Go within to seek what is needed.”